A lot has changed in my life recently, but I am not even able to put it into words amd cut it short. So I'll just post the lyrics line from newly released album of DT:)

"Until one day you stopped caring;
And began to forget why You tried to be so close..."

Never EVER in my life have I felt so lonely, so unneeded!!! Maybe I sound like a freaking drama queen. But I can't help it. That's the way I feel now. As if nobody could understand me, comfort me. Everybody seems so distant and too busy to keep me company. In fact, at this state of mind, I prefer to be alone. Let it be...Total indifference (I'm good at it)!

My heartbeat grows, willingness for having my own child becomes stronger on seeing such picture of a little one.

10.04.2010

'The hope is the most cruel of all the lovers and can crush your heart like a polysterene cup.'