Never EVER in my life have I felt so lonely, so unneeded!!! Maybe I sound like a freaking drama queen. But I can't help it. That's the way I feel now. As if nobody could understand me, comfort me. Everybody seems so distant and too busy to keep me company. In fact, at this state of mind, I prefer to be alone. Let it be...Total indifference (I'm good at it)!

My heartbeat grows, willingness for having my own child becomes stronger on seeing such picture of a little one.

10.04.2010