I wanna cry and burst in tears. I hate my first days at work and I hate insecurity and uncertainty. I have been an emotional (am not exagurating) bomb ready to explode at any time. Could I officialy turn myself off for a couple of months or so? My emotional state is at the end of its tether. Around 6.00 PM my blood pressure peaks and indicates 200/300. Moreover, last few days were quite tough for My Little, Precious One and simultaneously for myself. That spun a net of circumstances that enabled us to get to know each other in extreme situations. Life consists of both bad and good days. And it's good to know both sides of the preverbial coin.
Recently things have not settled as I wanted to. But heard that the Hope dies last. So I trust in Divine Power and so called 'Luck'-whatever it is. Get your fingers crossed! The following days, weeks and months are going to be the hardest ones. Am so f*** scared.